Thinking bout the day I let you slip away
Now I see I made a mistake yeah I know that baby I guess we all live and learn but to learn keeps burning
I often dream that you're here with me
Laughing love holding hands omg
So I'm here alone on the phone
Tryna get you to come back home now
I'm missing the way you wear your hair
I'm missing the way I knew you cared. Why have I done?
Cause I know deep inside that I lost the one
You know my heart beat heart beat
Feel so still
You know my heart beat heart beat
And now I can't feel My heartbeat, so feel my heartbeat
I need you girl to rescue me
Cause my heartbeat heart beat lost its cool
The reason I left is all for you
My heartbeat so feel my heart beat
I need you girl to rescue me
Everyone around says forget about you
That you ain't coming back you and I are through
But I keep holding on
That maybe someday you'll walk back in my life
I never meant to throw your love away
Took you for granted theres nothing left to say I got it bad so bad
Tell me what to do girl to get you back..
I'm missing the way that you wear your hair
I'm missing the way that I knew you cared What have I done?
Cause I know deep inside that I lost the one
You know my heart beat heart beat
Feel so still
You know my heart beat heart beat
I can't feel My heartbeat, so feel my heartbeat I need you girl to rescue me
Cause my heartbeat heartbeat lost its cool
The reason I left is all for you
My heartbeat so feel my heart I need you girl to rescue me
I just can't stop this feeling I need some kind of healing noo
Baby I know you're the only one that can stop this pain going on Going on..
I need you baby to come and save me..
You know my heart beat heart beat
You know my heart beat heart beat
Feel so still My heartbeat, so feel my heartbeat I need you girl to rescue me
Cause my heartbeat heartbeat lost its cool
The reason I left is all for you
My heartbeat so feel my heart I need you girl to rescue me
You know my heart beat heart beat
You know my heart beat heart beat
Feel so still My heartbeat, so feel my heartbeat I need you girl to rescue me
Cause my heartbeat heartbeat The reason I left is all for you My heartbeat so feel my heart So feel my heart beat heartbeat yeahh yeah..

Hey , i will not be updating this blog anymore . I'm not over you yet , but seriously . I see no point updating this blog . Yeah , goodluck with your life .

I like clyff.







but i like John too. 

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I feel so confuse, idk what to do. I wanted John so badly, and asking me to giveup on him now, and go for clyff. I can do that, but............ idk what's the problem with me too. I'm falling deeper for clyff. and yet, my feelings for John is fading. I'm in a dilemma. ): But John seem to have feeling for me, what am i suppose to do............................................ :/ I don't have to make a choice, cause i have a choice alr. And the choice is, GO FOR CLYFF. 

should i say i'm slowly getting over you, or i'm getting used to the pain?

Day 33-

Yesterday i talked to you, i'm glad that you replied. (: I wonder how long do we have to stay like that. I wanna spend more time with you, but...... yeah, we hang out separately now. sad isn't it. imissyou.

Fml, what did i do to deserve all these fucking shit from you? You like her then go ahead, stop giving me fake hopes bastard. fuckoff.


- day 31

I know I've made a lot of stupid mistakes, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again.

Day 29 - 

What happened yesterday , i was really very happy . We had so many eye-contacts . And now i know , as long as i don't flirt , you won't . Best solution . (Y) ! :D . But what happened today .. I'm really sorry . But it wasn't really my fault right ? You flirt with her too , and you think that i didn't saw it or smth right ? But i happened to walk past , and yeah i saw you there . Fucking disappointed . 

I don't know what exactly you want from me,

Day 27 -

I don't know what exactly you want from me, i feel so confuse. Idk what to do anymore. If you're angry then tell me. Stop acting like you don't give a fuck and then suddenly stare at me. How would i know what you're thinking? I really wanna talk to you. See, everyday in school what can we do? Stare. Sometimes we don't even look at each other. You were with them today, and yeah. You looked, then? Turn away, and act like you didn't see anything. I'm really hurt. Please.. don't misunderstand.