I decided to blog everyday , until the day i get over you . And ofcourse the day you leave for australia . I really hate to accept the fact that you're leaving for australia . Really , I can't do anything about it . The thought of you leaving really hurts . I fell in love with someone who's leaving singapore in a few months time . Imagine that impact . You were the first guy i took the initiative , the first guy whom i never expected to fall in love with . The first guy i confessed to . You've got no idea how much i want you . After I cried for him , i never thought that i'll cry for another guy . Unexpectedly , i cried for you . I don't wanna forget you , i wanna remember you . Cause you were the guy i changed for . When i first met you , i thought ' hey , another guy . Um , doubt i'll fall for him . hah! ' Until recently , i fell for you . Even though knowing the fact that you're leaving , it didn't hurt so much that time . But every now and then when i think about it , it's really hurting . I don't know how to handle this . Why are you even leaving ?
